Chasing Rainbows

Berkenaan hidup...

2010-06-28T23:28:00.001+08:00

Learn to say NO. Learn to LET GO.

2010 is...hhmm...

2010-06-28T01:23:00.004+08:00

Wow. It's been 5 months and 11 days since I last updated my blog. I was this close, THIS CLOSE (buat gaya cubit) to terminating my blog forever. But, there are requests by friends here and there asking me to update it. Thing is, since 5 months ago, it is almost impossible to update it due to lack of time. (Ok, maybe aku sorang je tak gheti nak bahagi masa hahaha)

Anyways, a lot of things had happened since I entered the Hons programs. I've met a lot of nice, genuine people and I also found out that LLB can bring the worst out of you. No, seriously. I'm talking about the times when friends become foes, or strangers. Like, their tigers were unleashed all of a sudden. But not good tigers. hahaha. Bak kata orang Melayu, keluar dah belang masing-masing. Lol. All in all, I've built some good memories with the peeps. And managed to re-build new ones with old friends.

Talking about LLb, oh man..mana nak start pun tak tau. It's true what they say, it's hell man. Your life revolves around stress, fighting with time, lack of sleep. You cry a lot (Ok, I admit...haha) struggling with the deadlines etc. Memang a life of a zombie I tell you. Tapi, best. Seriously. Kin, if you baca my post, jangan takut wokeh! You can do it! Tapi sumpa I bagitau you, masuk LLb xsempat nak procrastinate tau! haha.

Hmm...my hols turned out not bad at all. Im officially the maid at home..(Productive sket kehidupan) I get to spend time with my friends every week. It's all good. Kena maki dengan mak tu biasela kan? hehe. I've been exercising too! Xdela rasa guilty makan cheese cake Mama buat wahahaha..And it's World Cup season!! I'm rooting for Spain & Argentina! Woot woot!!

Btw, Can't wait for Phuket! Soo looking forward to it!! ;)

I fell in love with a drummer, drummer

2010-01-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

How can you not fall in love with this guy? Such an incredibly talented lad! So creative, soo good looking ;)
This is him playing one of my favourite songs by Avenged Sevenfold. Cobus Potgieter - Bat Country

Lost in translation

2010-01-16T21:48:00.001+08:00

"Wondering why life seems to hate me so much...It's like one big dark whirl pool in an abyss. I can't find myself. Help me." -Jasmine Zulkifli, 2007

Hidup dalam h.i.t.a.m.p.u.t.i.h

2010-01-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

Baru 3 hari in LLB Hons Part 1 dah rasa nak mati. Thanks.

Teringat, terbaca, tersenyum...

2009-12-28T17:43:00.005+08:00

I just dug my sister's old post and I found this. The day that I will never forget during my trip to Langkawi with my fellow Environmental Law class March 2008.

Scared, a lil bit courageous and bravery, out of my mind kinda thing. Above all, I saved a life. And I held my head up high, baby! Haha. This was our sister to sister conversation. Excuse our retardedness :P

And when the hero comes along...

*SMS, between a sister and her eldest sister*

Somewhat like this:

Along : Weh2 kau tau tak sal misi Baywatch aku??

Myself : Haha ma dah cite. Blagak kau. Terpakse aku gtau sume rakan2 yang kenal mahupun tidak. Dush. Haha.

Along : Agak takut r time tuh. Sebaik aku tak lemas sekali

Myself : Eleh klau kau lemas aku akn dtg serta-merta mmpraktikkn CPR yg bru msuk PBL. (It’s time for me to shine!) Wakakak. Aku tau kau slmtkan org, tapi tatau d exact story. Cemanenye?

Along : Haha bongok! Aku nk mulut bwg je…(mulan..hold on…<-- ignore us, we really like to bahan org. This is General Shang from Mulan btw).cmni citenye. Aku naek bot open air. Ktrg dr pulau laen mse tu, ada island hoppingla. Patu mase smpai kt tmpt kejadian (pulau beras bsh), time2 bot nk b’labuh bg ktrg turun, ktrg dgr org jerit ‘help,help’ patu aku bole lg bwat lwk. Aku imitate *'cowmenga2’, tp mase 2 xtgk pn org yg jerit 2 sbb aku m’blkgi die. Patu aku pusing ah. Die jerit agy ‘help2 my fren…D other side’ die jerit kat ade a few Indian guys kat ctu…depan die je…tp sume org wat bodo, so ktrg sume igtkan die maen2. Lgpn bf pmpuan lemas 2 ade kt sblh die je. Patu aku tgk minah 2. Die dh tkapai2 dlm air kot! *Ape lg, aku cmpk backpack aku, smpt tggl slipar,trus terjun dr bot. Patu tarik die g shore. Sebbaik tgh pkai life jacket. Mase dkt2 nk smpai shore 2 ade ah kwn laki aku tlg tarik kn. Mase tu aku letih gle n tekezut kot. Die xjauh sgt tau, tp tmpt minah tu mandi steep, sbb bot blabuh. Dats y die xsdar kot. Dhla mase aku tarik sume dok bsorak. *Sorg pn xtlg ak bongek tol. Sume ckp bf die stupid.mmg stone gile weyh! Gf die lmas, die xbuat pape pn! Xtlg jerit pn. Tp mmg ah die pn tgh selamtkan dr sndr mase 2, tmpt 2 dlm…tp mmg xgne nye laki ah. Mase aku tarik ppuan 2, die gtau 'my bf cannot pull me...' Patu aku tanak bg die lemaskan aku, aku ckp ‘dun wory , I’ve a life jacket , juz hold onto me’ pastu die pn relax..*Hebatkan?Heroic n dramatic kan? Haha. Rilek je aku. (*Excuse my sister. Otak fikirannya mmg terlalulah senget)

(Seriously?The messages sent (3times) are this loooongggg. Gile kan, ahahaha)

Myself : Waaaaahhh! Mesti diorg clash kan pastuh. Sian, dah dekat nak kawen dah (pehal cite sndr) kih3. Ecey wehhh. Kemain la kau. Bangge aku! Muahaha! Crdt aku nak habes tp. Congrats kayh! Ape je kau. Gnite!

Along : Haha tq tq.. :D K pasni sume tgk Baywatch k ahahaha. K dik. Nnt kalau aku slmtkan ikan from lemas lg, aku bgtau k haha. Tc! Nyte! Kemslm sume…

End.

P/S: Thanks ah wey for posting this up in your blog ;) Now I remember how that day turned out to be exactly :D

Happy 21st GEMZ!

2009-12-28T14:15:00.002+08:00

To my

Retarded,

Psychotic,

Maniac,

Wacko

I'm-with-Memes-don't-mess-with-me...

sister, I wish you a Happy 21st Birthday!! Semoga kumis kau gugur selalu...hahaha

LLB-Lama Lama...(don't get me started :D)

2009-12-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

Yayy, got into the LLB program.

Yayy, so not ready to go back to school after a half year mini holiday. (excluding 3months working period)

Yayy, can't wait to see all my friends!

Yayy, never ending UiTM problems!

Yayy, black & white, 7th heaven.

Yayy, exams, tests & submissions, books.

Yayy, scary lecturers.

Yayy, blue pak guards all over UiTM yang sangat rajin menjalankan kerja menyaman

YAYY DEAN!

Goodbye 8hours of sleep.

Goodbye hangouts, mamak at night.

Goodbye life.

Goodbye Facebook, Twitter, Chasing Rainbows.

Goodbye hobbies.

Goodbye Rico, Goodbye Shaggy.

Goodbye holiday.

Goodbye 2009.

Thank YOU God, for this opportunity. I accept this as my second chance to prove myself ;)

Hello, 2010. Please be nice to me. :)

Wrapping up 2009

2009-12-25T13:14:00.019+08:00

Finally have the mood to blog hehe..So many things happened these past few months but haven't had the chance to write them all..Maklumlah saya ni pemalas nak blogging..Apa guna ade blog pun tada tau -_-" Blame Twitter & Facebook & One Tree Hill & dvds

Jadi, mari kita recap (in no particular order) dari wedding Cik, eh, PUAN Siti Ruvinna & Encik Kama on the 10th Oct, 2009 which was also Zizi dearie's birthday ;)

1. V's tying the knot

What a night! Done at her parents' house in Subang, she was gorgeous! Kami convoy ramai-ramai, around 5 cars from Shah Alam. The food's great and although malam tu panas, dan yang datang pun terlalu ramai sebab semua excited kawan dah kahwin, tapi semua maintain la kan..So now she's 2 months married. Paling penting, she got married during her LLB course. Terbaik. How does it feel to be a wifey now,V? :)

2. 16.10.2009: Telah masuk waktu berhenti kerja

Can't deny that I was so damn happy to finally have finished working at the firm, but at the same time, I felt that I have yet to learn everything from my lawyers during the 3 months course, especially conveyancing. Jadi terpaksa lah berhempas pulas sket dalam LLB nanti hehe. Nevertheless, thanks to the firm for the experience.
In the picture: Us with the office boy yg slalu tanya "boss da masuk dah?" Kalau blom, "yess" kalau dah, "Alaa boring btollaa" haha siot je. Terbaik ah Boy.

3. Graduation Day: 27th Oct

One of the happiest days of my life. D'oh..Dah kata graduation pulak hehehe...Datang bersama Leez, kami terlambat sedikit tetapi masih sempat camwhoring bersama rakan-rakan yg lain..Mama invited my grandparents too so a bit cuak dan malu la sebab tak excel sangat but what the heck, Ive graduated with a degree(hons) anyway hehehe despite everything that has happened kan..Proud of myself nonetheless although I know I could do better(so cliche) haha. Thanks to everyone who came for the graduation especially Zizi & Sha, Jiha, Teen, Yati, Min and the others(eventhough they were there only to support Leez sobsob) haha. Too bad my best buddies couldn't make it. Merajuk ngan korang. Had a graduation dinner at Serai Sec.3 with the family. Adik & Za weren't there sebab masing2 kat sekolah masing2 kan lame betul. Boo kanak2 sekolah. Adik, kau Medical SCHOOL so kira sekolah gak.

4. Road trip to Melaka bersama rakan-rakan sejawat

Setelah penat bekerja, kami mengambil keputusan untuk melarikan diri ke Melaka, bandar bersejarah. We planned to go to PD along the way too but Nina & Nadia had other plans so boo them!! Kat sana memang lawak gila betul. Dah lah nak tipu orang hotel cakap 2 orang je tido, papp di bagi nya bilik betul2 depan reception memang terbaik ah. Dah lah CCTV terpampang tepi corridor tu damn la. Last2 caught on camera jugak daa kene extra charge wakaka..When we had our dinner, hujan lebat gila so we were stranded at the restaurant for more than an hour. Last2 semua lari bergelimpangan balik hotel which was like 300 meters from the place. Dahla si Mel sakit kaki pulak tak boleh lari so semua tunggu dia and last2 semua decide mandi hujan je laa hahaha. But dang, it was soo cold! I was shivering like crazy! But the trip was awesome lah, I really needed a getaway at the time ;) And the asam pedas at the restaurant before balik tu terbaik!!

5. Karaoke yang never ending

Gang biasa yg slalu ajak hehehe //////Gang Lawsoc yg pergi mini reunion.

.............................................Birthday party si Amad yang sengal............................................

Xpernah2 pegi karaoke tiba2 tahun ni rajin gila pulak kan hahaha dahlah yg mengajak semua nya hantu menyanyi hehehe had loads of fun though. sorry la suara tak sedap kan,da kata karaoke kihkihkih..Paling best nyanyi Lady Marmalade with Nina(yes, just the two of us) Can you imagine? 2 orang nak bawak suara 4 orang? Memang semput ah! N yes, I did the rapping part wahaha hey at least I got a temukan gemuruh for that! hehe thanks lah Leez, Fyza n Sha yang lebih pentingkan makanan masa tuu...Ciss betul korang nih.

The mini reunion with Lawsoc lads pun not bad..We played bowling first before karaoke-ing tapi malas lah nak letak score sebab tak dapat top 3 so buat malu je kalau letak hahaha..Faida and the others semangat nak sign socks masing2 padahal lepas tu kata nak buang membazir je hahaha..Mine dah basuh bagi Umar pakai untuk next year wahahaha..And I still remember the guy yang jaga shoe counter tu. Kelakar siot! He had a funny face, I guess it was a birth defect la kot, if not his bad habit but he was always smiling yang semacam tu..EVERYTIME we asked for our shoe sizes. Serious! At first we thought nak mengorat si Faida, last2 die macam nak mengorat semua orang including Nabil (??) so takkan mengorat kot kan..Nawal, Mel & Leez dah gelak terbahak2 tak kaver..So if u guys wanna check this guy out, pergi la Bowling alley Mid Valley eh hehehe. Serious you'll feel appreciated and loved :D

6. Contests

All the contestants including the 'criminal' /// Thanks to this guy here! Adam!

Sherlock Holmes wannabe was the latest contest I entered. One sweet day, adam posted a link at fb chat asking me to check it out. All I had to do was snap a photo of myself, then post je kat the event page n get as many votes as I can to be in the top10. So saya pun tangkaplah gambo dan post lah dan 'paksa' kawan2 yang online 'like' hahaha sorry guys!!

I made it to the final along with 7 other contestants including Adam ni haa. During the final tu, ada Criminal Hunt. All we had to do was find 10 clues at different stores in the Cineleisure and matched them all and then find the Criminal at the said place. I, along with another contestant, Mei Yun( yes we are friends now ;)) cari the criminal at the Cathay Cineplax for about half an hour. Little did we know that an announcement has been made saying that the criminal has been found and that the game's over. Kitorang punya la cari macam orang gila kat atas tu. Fortunately, Adam's friends, Molong n his gf were there so I asked them and they informed us that it's over..Sigh..Memang dah agak dahhh!

Anyway, neither Adam nor I managed to score the grand prize. It was won by a guy who has won sooooo many contests/hunts before. Lucky guy. But hadiah saguhati dia pun not bad gak..4 passes to premiere screening of Sherlock Holmes, and other movie goodies..caps, notepad,files..Best jugak kan? hehehe

The screening was on 22nd Dec which was last Tuesday. I went there with my sister Nadzira gmok, my dear Izreen Marleezard and Siti Ribenna. We were late for ticket redemption, thank god the guy on the counter was nice hehe. Damansara jam lah, as usual..Gila betul.

Yayyness!!! Free movie!! //////////////// "Saya SUKA makan!" -Malik Noor

--------------------------------Ribenna & Marleezard----------------------------------

Adam came with Noi, Yayan, Alia, Ayumi and Azam. Due to the short period of time, I didn't manage to tegur them, sebab tak sempat...Rushing gila.

Anyways, thanks sooo sooo much to those who voted for my photo. You guys made it possible for me to watch the premiere hehehe. Your help is very much appreciated ;) Muahx!!

7. Family vacay to negara Soda Gembira!

Hellloooo Bandung! Jgn ganyang kami!! Rutin wajib iaitu makan.

Rutin #2: shopping sambil buat gila. /////////// Ole-ole wajib

Abah & Atok xshopping. Tpaksa tunggu je / Air wajib. Tgk minum sampai 2 botol

RM10. Kena tipu dgn org airport / Bersama Pak Jay. Pak Jajang takde :(

Basically, all we did was shop, shop, shop!!! Hahaha..Except for Atok & Abah. Depa tido kat hotel. Borriinnggg..So we went to Rumah Mode, pasar baru, Batik house, Kartika Sari & Amanda Brownies punya kedai besar, Cihampelas, other factory outlets...Nak cerita pun there's nothing much. Except at the Bandung airport masa nak balik. We were conned!! Macam ni alkisahnya...

Atok was lured into the airport lounge by a lady, she who must not be named, so we followed lah sebab atok kata "jom minum-minum dulu" So semua masuk lounge tu and everybody ordered drinks kan..Yang peliknya, takde prices pun anywhere. No price board, no menu. But we ordered anyway. Tengok-tengok bila kena bayar tu, diorang charge rm100+ only for the stupid drinks! Nearly 300 ribu rupiah la. Mama was so shocked but she had to pay anyway lah kan. Kesian dia, that money was our emergency money. Then he told Abah but what can he do kan, as usual die senyap je la. Walau bagaimanapun, anak2 Mama semua memainkan peranan..Bila dapat tau, semua cari that lady yang bancuh coffee tu dengan harapan dapat jeling habis-habisan..Benganglah kan, bukannya nak cakap! Malangnya mereka dapat melarikan diri...

One of the ladies(behind; yg depan tu my Uwan)..Ni laa yang berjaya menarik Atok. Ciss!

Anyway, all of us had fun. Banyak jugakla barang. Thank god my luggage did not exceed its limit of 15 kilos hehehe..I wish I could go on a vacay again before next semester starts. Hmm...Anyway, I think that's all for today. Will catch another rainbow next time! :D

SCREW BELLA!!!

2009-12-09T00:48:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA jahanamm!

It's been awhile

2009-12-09T00:19:00.004+08:00

Wow...sebulan lebih tak blogging? What is wrong with me? hehe..No time maa...It's ok. I'll try to update everything ASAP! Starting from V's wedding on 10th Oct! Hah! Anyway, dah alang-alang typing nih, the latest contest that I entered is the Sherlock Holmes wannabe contest. All I had to do is take a snap of myself doing a detective pose and get as much friends as possible to vote for me by liking the pic. So, lagi ramai 'like' lagi bagus. My aim is to get in the top 5 at least. The top 10 winners will have to compete at the final stage (cewah!) at e@curve (cineleisure kan lg senang). Ada some sort of detective/criminal hunt..More like a treasure hunt kot...

But anyways, I'm only aiming for the consolation prize which includes 4 premiere movie passes and rm200 goodies. Tu pun da cukup ye daak? Tak perlulah treasure hunt semua tuu haha! So tomorrow is the due date. Then votes will be counted. Im currently in 2nd place. So that's good news ;) Thanks soo much to my dear friends. Kesian..yang kena paksa tu, sorry la yer hahaha

Here's the pic; kinda blurry, but oh well. It's still recognisable ;) SherMoo Holmes

Here's my 2nd fav shot:

Haaa...sekian buat masa ini. :D

Winning is my new mission!

2009-11-09T19:58:00.009+08:00

Ever since World Stage, I've found myself obsessing over contests. Lets just say, trying my luck in winning.
One of the few websites recommended by a friend of mine is Junkonline.net. Heck, the prizes are not bad and guess what? I've won 3 out of 6 contests that I entered!!! That's like 50-50 chances of winning! How lucky am I? Everytime dapat e-mail from Junk, hatiku berdebar-debar memikirkan hadiah yang telah ku menangi...muahahaha
These are the prizes that I won thanks to Junk!

1) GRAFFI-TEE T-SHIRT!! (each worth 90 bucks yo!)

Hey there!

Congratulations, you lucky devil! We've received your entries for our
"Graffi Tee" contest and you are one of our winners!
Please come to the office anytime between 10am - 12pm or 2pm - 6pm on
weekdays to collect your redemption letter.

The redemption letter will enable you to redeem your prizes from Graffi
Tee outlets (The Gardens and Suria KLCC only).

Best regards,
Junk Team.

2) JENNIFER'S BODY MOVIE PASSES AND T-SHIRT

Hi Azhani,

Congratulations! You have just won yourself the SECOND PRIZE, for the Jennifer’s Body Premiums contest featured in our October issue of JUNK.

Your SECOND PRIZE consists of:

1 X Jennifer’s Body T-shirt
1 X Double Movie Passes

Do drop by our office to pick up your prize!

3) ONITSUKA TIGER VOUCHER

Hi Azhani,

Congratulations! You have just won yourself the CONSOLATION PRIZE, for the Onitsuka contest featured in our October issue of JUNK.

Your CONSOLATION PRIZE is an Onitsuka Tiger Cash Voucher worth RM50

--> I have yet to pick up the voucher..Oh man, Fit is gonna be soo jealous! Hahaha!

Therefore, I am now a girl on a mission. A mission to win every penny, every freebie that God, and companies like Junk & Klue Mags have provided. Karpet merah telah pun dibentangkan. So what are we waiting for? Gagagaga

Anyway, last week, a woman has just won herself RM11,700 by winning the Fly FM's end bit contest. The clue was a TV show theme and the answer was...sigh...I should've known...It was my favourite show!!! I need the moolah!! Lucky biatch. Anyway, the answer was, COW & Chicken!! How ironic. It was supposed to be my show! I should get it! Me! Damn. Cerita yg parents dia xde kepala, tunjuk kaki tu je. Aaaarrggghh!!
So, I guess, di kala cuti-cuti ini, untuk mengisi kekosongan jiwa yang merana di rumah kerana kebosanan, marilah kita sama-sama menunaikan hajat untuk menang. It's easier than skim cepat kaya I tell youalls. Best dowh menang. Puas hati. hahahaha.
So, I already have FlyFM's number on speed dial. I'll be waiting beside my house phone for every cue-to-call. I'll check out Fly's updates on Twitter. I.will.be.the.next.winner. Just you wait and see. Miahahahaha

P.s. I shall update this post with the picture of my Onitsuka voucher very soon :D
P.s.s. Mesti lepas ni kena kutuk sebab siap letak email from Junk. Yeebaaa!

I wish...

2009-11-04T10:13:00.002+08:00

I wish to be one in a million. THE ONE.

The one that stands out in the crowd. :D

Does everything really happen for a reason??

2009-10-26T08:24:00.004+08:00

Unfortunately for me, regret is the driving force behind my moving-on mission.

But oh well, it's a happy thought.

Credit to whoever did this :)

Budak gila

2009-10-22T20:47:00.006+08:00

I got this e-mail from my mum (very rajin of you to forward this Ma) and I find it too hilarious to not to share with you guys! I don't know of it's true, but well, it's worth your time! Read it. You'll laugh till you die. At least, that's what this boy will say. DIE ALL!!!! Hahahaha

Karangan Terbaik UPSR 2007
Karangan budak darjah 4
Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Adoi..!" dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

My reaction after reading this? What the hell is wrong with this kid?? LOL

Memang out of the box, inovatif, kritis dan kreatif and everything that's in the UiTM's visi dan misai oops, I mean misi... and hell, his imagination really did run wild!

Tapi last-last semua mati? Come on! You could do better than that kid! Write more! Hahahaha

Memang sengal. Kalau my brother si Umar write like this, I don't know what will happen to him. Mama malu, Abah tak mengaku anak. Me? "Haish..Another psycho in the family? Cukup-cukupla dengan me and si Adik je."

Morals of the story?
1. Do not speak English. Maksud saya, jangan cakap Bahasa Inggeris,nanti orang tak paham kalau kita maki hamun.
2. Pastikan ada air panas untuk persediaan mandi di pagi hari.
3. Pastikan anda melatih anak anda untuk menjadi seorang atlit jikalau tiada kenderaan, di samping mengajarnya Matematik(128 kilometer) dan Fizik(kelajuan cahaya), walhal Bahasa Melayu nya teruk.
4. Ban semua cerita kartun instead of horror movies (nak propose kat Puteri UMNO lah)
5. Kalau mak ajak pergi pasar, JANGAN ikut.
6. DILARANG menggunakan mikrofon.
7. JANGAN makan atau beli daging.
8. Kalau ada accident, jangan laporkan kepada polis. They might die.
9. Gunakan tas tangan untuk tujuan yang betul.
10. Akhir sekali, kalau dah buat salah, tak payah lah nak salam. NANTI TANGAN KENA KERAT!

Holiday mode!!

2009-10-17T09:04:00.010+08:00

Now that I've finished my 3-hellish-months at work, I shall indulge myself into these activities:

1. Karaoke with my hell-buddies Nina & Sha

2. Go get the Graffi tee t-shirt that I won from Junk

3. Road trip to PD and Melaka with fellow kuli-kuli yang bekerja haha

4. Watch movies

5. Buy DVDs. I've missed soo many :(

6. Be a couch potato

7. Belajar memasak. According to Mama, kek batik tidak akan menjamin kebahagiaan rumahtangga kelak.

8. Trip to Bandung with the whole family!!! Shopping haven baby!!!

9. Jamming, jamming, jamming!

10. Cari kerja part time at any events yang can get rm50/day

11. Grab my guitar again after so long

12. Sambung baca Twilight Saga

13. Buy Muse's latest album, The Resistance!

14. Go to any gigs

15. Be healthy again! Go to gym, swim and jog

There's lots more that I can't think of right now..Oh well, at least all of these are on my list to-do :D

Stupid lousy job

2009-10-15T22:51:00.003+08:00

Yayy today I got scolded by my boss for the first time!!! May I say, I was not the one to blame? Although I admit, I could be more alert.

But then, even if I did it without thinking, even if I did it with my own conscience, it could be worse.

Aah well..I was under pressure. Sanggup bawak kerja balik rumah tau tak? Still kena marah jugak.

She didn't scold me teruk maybe because she knows it was her fault for not telling me what exactly that I had to do and what she needed. Hello, I did what was supposedly YOUR job. Me. Moi. Sambil you goyang kaki check Facebook and YM with your scandals.

Kalau ada salah, padanlah muka. Sape suro kau tak check betul2.

But who cares. My friends and I are saving all the documents needed for LLB later. Conveyancing, litigation..All those formats and procedures. Why??

BECAUSE TOMORROW IS OUR LAST DAY!!!! Yippieeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! Freedom!!! Free from this hell, at last!!

Kepada para juniors yang baca blog ini, tak payah laa buang masa buat attachment kat firm ni. Trust me, you don't want to. It's full of hypocrites and two faced bitches (it is an all-female firm after all)

Anyways, thanks yaw for the memories. Although it's quite obvious that we learned things and stuffs all by ourselves most of the time. Thanks for making me realise that I deserve so much better. Too many workloads, too little money. I could do more, man! But thanks anyways, hell firm.

The most important thing that I've learned from this place is to treat people with RESPECT because that is what they're lacking. Be it your staffs, your clients or students. Setakat mengampu and mengutuk orang baik tak payah. If I were to be a lawyer someday, I WILL NEVER treat the people around me the way they treated me. KARMA BABE!!!!

P.S. When my friends say that Facebook boleh mendatangkan pergaduhan, I believe them now. Haha even though in this case, it was totally for another reason. Jom hantukkan kepala!

Vee the hot bachelorette chotchet

2009-10-05T20:20:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, 4th of October was the day that I first enjoyed a bachelorette party. Sebelum ni mana pernah..Tiba-tiba je dapat kad kawen. Tiba-tiba je dapat tau si polan dah engaged. Tiba-tiba je si minah dah berpunya(sejak bila ntah) and nak kawen.

So, the venue was at Redbox Sunway Pyramid (dah la aku loser gila lupa jalan nak gi sini. Ada kete pon tak guna wahaha) Park kat valet parking tapi maak aiihh..valet lagi satu pulak so still kena jalan jauh,bongek betul. Moi arrived at around 10.45am. The others ada yang dah sampai.

Leez adalah pelakon utama dalam misi Ops Tipu Vee so dia datang lambat sikit sebab dia kena fetch V at her house. Leez cerita, V was too easy. All she had to do was ajak V gi lunch and V terus cakap "lunch? ok!" hahaha

So, yang lain-lain yang dah sampai ni pun ada misi. Iaitu misi Ops Tiup Belon yang berbentuk Heart. (Belon tu kelakar bentuk dia, macam telinga Mickey Mouse pun ada, mcm boobies pun ada..oops! obscene! tutup mata kanak2!)

Oleh sebab saya mempunyai pipi yang agak kuat dan perut penuh dengan angin yang terperangkap pagi tu, jadi saya offer diri meniup belon-belon tersebut(sebenarnya memang kena paksa tiup pun ciss!)

As usual, dalam pertandingan meniup belon cenggini, pasti ada belon yg sesuka hati nak pecah sendiri..And us being girls, pastilaa "Aaaaaaahhhh!!" wahahaha gedik hell bluwekss! I tak jerit please...so not my thangg. gagaga..

Anyway, while waiting for the bride-to-be and pelakon-in-the-making, we karaoke first! Yang lawaknya, microphone ada 4, tapi yang tak pegang microphone pun sudi meminjamkan suara mereka yang tak merdu tu hahaha...So, guess all you want. I just thanked god for not making the room explode! haha

Here are the songs that we sang. Some only laa coz we sang a lot.

Britney Spears-Drive Me Crazy
I knew Dy was behind this. Britney?? Omg. This was our first song by the way.

Suasana Hari Raya-Anuar Zain & Ellina
Lagu raya haruss! Yelaa, still in raya mode kaan hahaha

Celine Dion-It's all coming back to me now
Bagai nak pecah bilik tu.. I've got a video showing my dear friend Leez sang her heart out. Or should I say, yell? hahahaha. But I don't think it was her. But someone shrieked! Kata nak ikut suara Celine kan? LOL

Just a Girl-No Doubt
It's a special song cuz the bride chose it by herself. The others? Backup dancers,lah! haha. Sorry V, you're a girl now, but you've to buckle up to be a woman in 5days!! Scary innit? I guess the song 'I'm not a girl, not yet a woman' applies here :P

Senja nan Merah-Ziana Zain & Awie
Siapa yang tau lagu ni, semua nyanyi lah. Siapa ntah yang duet ngan Dy hehe

Poker Face/Don't Cha
Woi woi woi...Budak2 ni semuanya ada bakat menari terpendam siott..They turned the room into a dance floor pulak daaahh...It was pretty dark and I was taking a video, so untuk mengagumi dan melihat dengan lebih jelas bakat2 terpendam tersebut, saya cerahkanlah bilik itu and voila! Semua jari menuding ke arah saya kerana mengkantoikan mereka! Hey, I was doing my job as a video girl.. :P But they kept on going anyway. Siap battle pulaak tak bole blah! I was not part of it, honest!!

Ada Backstreet Boys lah, N'sync lah..Gloria Gaynor's I will Survive pon got!! But...jengjengjeng...

Lagu paling epic...

Cinta Tiga Segi-Kristal
Guess who sang this? JASMINE ZULKIFLI!!! Teringat zaman-zaman dulu masa mula2 masuk UiTM, masa semuanya budak2 hingusan lagi...First time jumpa Jas, she doesn't speak Malay coz she just got back from Holland. She was transfered here lah..So, me, being a considerate human being, mula lah ajar Jas perkataan2 that she doesn't know. Pendek cerita, curses in Malay :D
So, bila Jas dah pandai nyanyi lagu Malay, it was my proudest moment. Sob sob. I'm proud of you,Jas. Welcome to Malaysia! Where people curse a lot!! Aaaanywaaayyy...

Sambung balik cerita...where the surprise began.

The Surprise
Yaya got a phone call (or maybe a text message) from Leez saying that they have arrived at the crime scene(tell you all about it later) and so we waited...and waited...satu dua lagu terpaksa di-burned and then "SURPRISE!!!" (I bet the guy who ushered them in pun terkejut bahaha)

The bride to be was overwhelmed and flattered. V ingatkan we totally forgot about her. No way, man! So anyway, lepas dah makan, dah karaoke and dah melalak, it was time for V to open up her real, special surprise present. Hahahaha let's just say that it's between her and her future husband lah. Kitorang memang tak kasi can langsung. Dah kata BACHELORETTE PARTY kaaan? Anything kinky, over the edge also count lah! Hahaha! The only hint that I can give out is that it's red, and very ooh-la-la...woot!

Lepas tu kitorang sambung nyanyi lagi..And guess what? Ada gelas pecah siott! Tak sedap kot suara diorang...Banyak teori keluar..(dah kata future lawyers, terpaksa lah buat presumptions dan assumptions dan sewaktu dengannya) Ada yang cakap teori fizik(bunyi kuat sangat jadi menyebabkan gelas tu kena heart attack) ada jugak yang cakap getaran(gelas tu bergerak mengikut rentak lagu and then decide nak suicide so die terjun meja) and macam2 lagilah..

We ended the party with the song Always by Bon Jovi. Lagu wajib karaoke..Although semua dah pancit after 3hours straight singing! Ish3..

After the party, the video girl, the best actress and the Devil's bride went to Swensen's for dessert hehehe...Those girls never learn their lessons. Tuhan kata, kalau demam, jangan makan benda sejuk,nanti lagi teruk. Ok. maybe doctor yang kata on God's behalf. ;)

All in all, we had fun. Congratulations in advance, Siti Ruvinna! From all of us!!!

Innocent, Serious, Innocent, Bluegh!!

2009-10-02T00:07:00.006+08:00

2 days ago

Umar and I were watching Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader on channel 7e on Astro [Kenapa lah Malaysia tak buat show macam ni. Boleh aku masuk untuk dapat side income sikit. Dah lah dapat duit, dapat masuk tv, dapat menimba ilmu pulak tu(yang ni nampak sangat menipu haha)] Before I tell you the story, ingin saya ingatkan bahawa budak budak sangatlah innocent dan cute bila mereka serious. Si Umar ni pun one of the few lah.

So..the question that was being asked read, 'True or false? Only male lions have manes.'

Me: Trueeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! Senang nya! Ishk. Free-free je dapat duit.
Umar: Along, manes tu apa?
Me: Manes? Manes tu yang...(masa ni tengah fikir perkataan yang sesuai) Alaa yang macam janggut kat muka dia tuu (while gesturing a circle around my face)

(Yes, I know. Kenapa tak cakap rambut je kan?)

Umar: Ohh!!!! Yang macam tudung tu eh?
*muka innocent dan serious memandang kakaknya yang tak berguna, yang about-to-laugh-hard-at-his-face-tapi-tak-jadi sebab he was serious and was waiting for a truthful answer*

Me: (tahan gelak, sambil senyum) Haaaa yelah. Yang macam tudung tu. *Dalam hati gelak macam setan*
(I knew he was referring to Alex the Lion in Madagascar. His mane really does look like a tudung kan dalam cerita tu?)

It's ok. I did not laugh at him. Instead, I grinned like an idiot while watching his innocent face again. Haha adik aku nih, pandai plak buat lawak innocent.

King of the Jungle wearing a Hijab? Dang, jatuh standard. Mana pegi dignity yang dimegah-megahkan tu nanti? hahaha. Umar...Umar..imaginasi anda sangat tinggi dan pelik tapi makes sense :)

Yesterday

Another boring day at the office, but Nina cracked me up with her stupid, dirty jokes. Contohnya: (Not for the faint hearted yea)

1. What is the similarity between mayonnaise and semen?? Haa jawab, jawab!

The other one is too dirty to be put up here. But, I laughed like a hyena, non stop for 5 minutes. (Yes, Azhani yang sengal ni pergi sebarkan joke ini kepada kakak-kakak office yang nampak je innocent tapi sebenarnya cepat tangkap)

Plus, I gave her one. Dirtier, dumber. Totally not for kids. hahaha. Memang gelak terkentut-kentut (Nina je, I didn't)

P/s. I should keep track of all these stupid jokes and compile it in one book. Then sell. Along with my kek batik. Woooo...Best. Siapa yang ada jokes, jangan lah malu nak share. Saya seorang yang bersikap terbuka. Serious. Adik, this goes out to you, especially. Aku tau kau ni lagi berfikiran kurang bersih dari aku haha

P/ss. Bestnya! Tampak colourful sungguh blog ku ini!!

:(

2009-09-27T23:58:00.003+08:00

Kawan saya dah berubah. I barely knew her anymore. Sedih ada, disappointed pun ada. Kenapa dia berubah pun saya tak tau. Tapi, saya tak suka.

Even so, I am not in the position to tell her about this. We barely talk nowadays. Not even text messaging. I just want to know why. Because, she used to be different. She used to be someone I know that would never do something like that.

Maybe, I don't know her that well? Maybe that's the real her? Was she influenced by someone,anyone? Is this what she want, all this while?

I feel like, I want to protect her; like always. I feel like I need to do something about it. But, it'll just ruin everything in a split second. I want to, but I just can't. Sigh.

Kepada si Awak, saya nak awak tahu bahawa saya sangat sayangkan awak. I just hope that you have your own solid reasons for all these. I love you, but I don't like your new appearance. Seriously, what happen to you? I miss the old you.

P/s. I'm sorry but I just need to be frank about this. Can't deny that I was a bit shocked and upset. I hate changes. :(

Taking back my love

2009-09-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

Saya sudah cuba yang terbaik. Minta maaf sudah, cuba contact sudah, tapi semua to no use.

Sorry IS the hardest word. I've let down my guard, I've done almost everything.

Tapi, masih tiada reply. Hmm...Am I forgiven or not? Tuhan je tau.

Mintak maaf kat Ma and Abah macam lagi senang je. Cakap sorry sekarang, pastu buat lagi. Next Raya, minta maaf lagi. Ahahaha..

Bak kata orang, tak payah lah mengharap sangat. Do what you gotta do then pray for the best. I pray for forgiveness. Is it worth all this? Ntah lah. I guess..

Btw,hari ni asyik gelak macam siots jer. Thanks to Nina, Sha, Adik, Azreen and myself. (vain? think again!) I love meeting the cousins. They're all maniacs! LOL

Lagi satu, sekarang ni kepala asyik fikir pasal makanan je. Dah la tengah Raya, perut makin bulat macam Teletubby (Saya nak kaler yang paling best chopp! pastu nak plasma tv please, xmain la tv kecik-kecik sebab perut saya bunch! haha)

And guess what? Nina, Sha and I are such good actors at the office. Aren't we,fellas? Muahaha. bab pura-pura berlakon depan boss nombor satu :P

Al-Fatihah..

2009-09-24T17:44:00.002+08:00

Takziah to Elly and family for their lost..
Semoga roh your late Uwan dicucuri rahmat.
Be strong, Nur Zaili. And yes, I will jaga my Uwan elok-elok.

Mothers can sometimes be funny

2009-09-24T08:01:00.002+08:00

Malam kelmarin ada cerita Cuci kat tv2, but we were watching Congkak on Astro Ria. Bila iklan, kitorang tengok la Cuci..So, I assume you guys tau la kan siapa pelakon-pelakon dalam Cuci tu..Sah-sah lah Afdlin Shauki punya gang right?

So, sambil tengok, sambil mama tanya cerita tu pasal apa, and then cakap pasal size badan Afdlin and that Afdlin patut masuk The Biggest Loser (???)..kesian pakcik tu, mesti menangis kalau dia baca T_T..Tiba-tiba tv pun tunjuk si AC Mizal..Keluarlah satu suara yang bertanya, "Eh, si AC Milan tu kahwin dengan siapa ek?" *semua orang senyap sekejap; total silence* *hayball berguling di tengah padang pasir...kur kur kur* And then...BAHAHAHAHAHAHA AC MILAN!!!!! AC MIZAL LAH MA!!

Memang masing-masing gelak terbahak-bahak including Mama masa tu wakaka..adoih..At least we know that Mama knows her football :P

Dahla the day before Mama nak tanya about this one dessert but she forgot the name. She said, "Alaa..yang start dengan 'k' tuu..konikoni? konikuna?" Pastu Adik yang bijaksana ni pegi suggest pulak, "Kinokuniya ke Ma?" Ma pun "Haaa! Apa dia? Kinokuniya ye!!" Ape lagi, all three of us (including my other sister, Za Gemz) laughed tak hengat dunia laa even though tengah beraya rumah orang kan masa tu, kami peduli apa hahaha! Pastu baru lah Mama tau kenapa kitorang gelak..We told her lah Kinokuniya tu book store..kejadahnya pulak nama dessert! hahaha..Aunty Yon pun tau hahaha!

Macam mana...

2009-09-20T20:20:00.001+08:00

...nak cantikkan blog ni??? bosan seyh...

RIP OLEEN Sept 17,2009. 10.15pm

2009-09-18T12:41:00.005+08:00

I can't really say much about how devastated I am with the lost.

I've grown to love Oleen ever since the first time I set my eyes on her.She was great, playful, an eating machine and definitely adorable.

She was weak and unlike her real self during her last days on earth.

Her death saddened me. It really got me there.

In the last couple of days, she didn't want to be kept in the cage(for monitoring purposes) because, according to Mama, cats will find another place other than home if they're dying. Oleen chose the narrow drain at the back of the house.

Sept 17,2009. 9.30 pm
It was raining cats and dogs since 6.30 p.m. We never knew where Oleen was. Then, Akak searched for Oleen and found her in the same drain, cold, soaking wet and so weak. Abah and Akak picked her up and I heard a shrieking sound that I will never forget; Oleen cried. Loudly. The sound was so disturbing, it made akak panicked and she quickly put Oleen down. I was shocked, I couldn't utter a word. I just watched her lying there in the rain. Then, I took a towel and wrapped her in it. The sound of her, crying, heavy breathing completely got me. I cried so hard watching her. Couldn't hold back the tears..The world cried too, for she's a lovable creature that God gave us even though it has not been 2 months. Abah put an umbrella to shade her from the rain and Ma asked me to put her in the box with a dry towel. I picked her up slowly and put her in the box. She was so tiny, all that's left were bones and skin and she was different. She looked different.

After a while, Ma asked me to bring her in because it was cold outside and I did exactly what she told me to do. Then, that same sound again. Oleen tried hard to get out of the box and out of the house in her weakest body. I quickly burst into tears again like crazy and tell her "No, Oleen, no" and let her outside again. This time, she had no strength to fight again.

I watched her gasping for air as she was trying to breathe. It was painful for me to watch, let alone for her to suffer like that. I couldn't stop crying and I can hardly watch her anymore. But at the same time, I wanted to be there with her. During her final moment with us. After a few minutes, I gave up. I couldn't watch. It's too devastating. Her cries, still stuck at the back of my head until today.

I washed my face and started sobbing again. But I went ahead to get ready to go to PJ for business purposes despite the guilt that I had to leave her alone.

I cried silently everytime I think of her. I miss her.

September 18, 2009. 8.30 am.

Akak buried Oleen. I did not follow, I did not watch. I stayed inside, baking cakes to distract myself. I hope she knows that even though I'm not there when she was buried, I love her to bits. Truly one of the few cats that bonded with me in no time.

Quotes of the day

2009-09-14T19:56:00.002+08:00

"People change like the seasons." - Justin Timberlake

"I got chicks more than Kentucky." - as quoted by Nina Alyssa

Everybody Loves Raymond

2009-09-07T22:25:00.004+08:00

Have you watch it? This sitcom cracks me every time. Just watched one of the episodes in Season One for the third time and man, I laughed my ass off!!

SEASON ONE : EPISODE 17

*When Ray discovers that the diamond in Debra's wedding ring is a fake, he finds a way to steal the ring so he can replace the stone, unaware that she replaced the diamond with a real one after their wedding. They fought over it once the truth comes out. Then, their daughter Ally (maybe when she was around 6 years old), came downstairs to show them a Valentine's card a friend had made her.* (It was a Valentine's day, indeed)

Ally : Look what Kenny gave me. *shows them a half heart-shaped card*
Ray and Debra : Oooh..A valentine's card..*opens it*
Ray : With a gum in it..
Ally : Kenny blow a gum into it and gave it to me.
Debra : That's so sweet! aww..Now go upstairs sweetheart, I'll be right up in just a minute.
Ray : *After Ally left* Cheap bastard.

How can you not love this show???! LOL

P/s. I love watching shows with a dysfunctional family in it :D

Pura-pura

2009-09-07T01:41:00.004+08:00

I hate hypocrites.

They fake a lot.

But I cannot deny that sometimes, I fake things too.

Does that mean that I'm a hypocrite?

P/s. I hate those who kiss arse, too. Eeuuw, the smell..let alone the taste. LOL

Speeches that changed the world

2009-09-05T06:21:00.004+08:00

Currently reading this. Loving it.

Welcome to your new home, Oleen!

2009-08-30T15:03:00.004+08:00

This is Shaggy. The cat who entered our house one day and terus buat macam rumah sendiri. She's very independent. She's hiding behind her camouflage. She thinks Rico could not detect her right away. Yes, they were playing hide and seek.

Here's Rico the over-manja male cat. All he does is sit back and relax. He eats every 10minutes. And as you can see, He likes to lean back like cina kalah judi. Perasan human being.

This is Olen/Oleen (Im not sure how to spell it nor how to call her name). She is 5 months old and a new family member. She too, eats a lot. Bulu dia macam karpet. Saya suka benamkan muka saya dalam bulu dia yang best tu. Mama kata dia comel sebab muka dia comot. Hmmm..

Olen/Oleen is originated from 'Orange'. Tetapi telah di-pelatkan. 'Creative' sungguh original owner dia ni bagi nama -_-". But that's ok, 'cos she already knows her name. No need to change it. Ouh, tengok kaki dia! Pakai alternate socks haha! I'll upload the pictures of her feet soon ;)

worth every titik-peluh penny

2009-08-30T14:01:00.007+08:00

Pandangan sisi

Pandangan belakang

Pandangan hadapan

Finally!! Dah dapat allowance/gaji after 6 weeks+ waiting (after mogok at the office tak bercakap langsung with anyone).

Itu pun dapat at the eleventh hour. Just before balik. Damn. Went straight to Shah Alam mall to buy a new phone with Nina and Amad ;) Thanx a lot guys! Dpt lepas geram aku hahaha. Orang lain shopping, aku beli phone wakakaka

Anyway, it's not a new model, it's last year's and it's Sony Ericsson! wtf? (siapa2 yang kenal moo2 will understand :P)

Why a new phone, you ask? Here's why.

1. Sebab my extra phone dah rosak so I need a new one.
2. Dah 4 tahun tak tukar handphone.
3. I wanna buy something with my salary/side income
4. I think I deserve it :)

Why not Blackberry or i-phone? Well, I want them. But...I don't need 'em. :)

So upon request, here are the pictures hehehe..

P/s. Thanks soo much to those who ordered my kek batik. Anda semua telah merealisasikan impian saya. hahaha

Masa itu Emas

2009-08-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

We talk more, doesn't mean we are close.

We talk less, doesn't mean we have lost contact.

Time is on our side, so use it wisely; because time flies by really fast.

Tersangkut

2009-08-26T21:37:00.003+08:00

These past few days, saya dah ter-hooked dengan lagu 'You belong with me-Taylor Swift' and 'Hysteria-Muse' and oh! 'Careless Whisper cover-Seether'..

You belong with me
Oleh sebab 2 bulan lalu, ia terlalu overrated dan overplayed on the radio, I chose to listen to it this time around. Some people may think that I'm ketinggalan or whatever, but who cares. Kalau layan awal2 mesti cepat irritated.

I like the part where she says "She wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts...She wears high heels, I wear sneakers..." Those words truly define me. Haha! Except that being me, (as always) I would create my own lyrics to any songs that caught my attention so I wrote this "She went naked, I eat snickers...She's cheer captain and I'm kek batik maker..." and sent it to Dimmy (die gelak kat kelas kuat2 sorang2 sampai orang lain pandang dia sebelah mata) well at least it rhymes with the song -_-"

Hysteria
Start dengar lagu ni balik sebab Elly asked me to play this song. The drums. During jamming sessions. *tembak mati diri sendiri* Jadi saya download drum cover kat You Tube and belajar dari video berkenaan. Sabar kay Elly..5 tahun je lagi ;) Tapi Muse memang terbaik. Sekian.

Careless Whisper
Have loved this song ever since the first time I heard it. Tapi Adik just told me about Seether's cover of the song. Memandangkan saya memang suka dengar song covers made by other bands/singers, saya pun download la..Not bad really. Rock version, sesuai dengan jiwa raga seekor lembu..Eh. Seorang lembu :P

P/s. Walaupun di bulan puasa yang mulia ni tak baik melalak2, akan tetapi...nafsu menyanyi mengaburi diri...Apakan daya...

I waaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnttt!!!!

2009-08-23T14:33:00.004+08:00

Can't someone buy one of these for me? One je, tak banyak pun..

NAAAAAAKK SANGATTT-SANGAAAAAAATT!!!

AAAAaaaaa~

Adakah??

2009-08-21T02:08:00.004+08:00

Adakah hati Moo2 sudah terbuka semula setelah sekian lama?

Mungkinkah? Since when? Is this for real?

I myself am still not sure. Too early to tell.

But...jeng jeng jeng. Old feelings come rushing in. Uh-oh...

At least I can assure myself that I am normal after all for not having a crush on someone or something to look forward to for a verrryyy looooongg timeeee...Or at least, semi-normal.
Even so, saya dah ada matlamat hidup baru. Miahahaha!

Chasing shadows of rainbows? Hmmm...

2009-08-19T23:28:00.003+08:00

It's funny how a simple smiley emoticon could cheer you up for the rest of the day. How a text message can turn your life around for a brief moment. Boost your energy unlike Gatorade. Light up your mood even when you're having your PMS. Put a smile on your face and keep on smiling like an idiot the whole way. Colours your black and white life.

It's even funnier when a simple act of gesture like a big fat hug, or a peck on the cheek could bring back old memories in a swoosh of time. The good, old memories..spent together without any regrets, doubts or hassles whatsoever. Laughters and jokes were the main course. Totally change your life by making everything bearable. Even when you're stressing yourself out.. You know you can get through it no matter what. You just need the right person to go to and everything will be okay after that.

But, it isn't funny anymore when you know that that feeling can be crushed in a matter of seconds. Tick,tock,tick,tock. The clock is ticking. The bomb is waiting to explode. Anytime soon. Adrenalin's pumping. Bungee-jumping or Solero Space Shot in Genting couldn't be worse than this!? Then silence. Everything just went kaput. And you can't recall what just happened. It happened so fast that it just proved the theory that time does not wait for anyone. Oh yeah. It's even faster than those F1 racing cars, that I'm sure of.

Then you just realised...That you're chasing rainbows that's not even there anymore. No sparkles. No rain. No sunshine. No beautiful colours in the sky to tell you that it's gonna be a great day. Those days were long gone. Now you're just chasing shadows of the past that you know you can't hold on to.

It's time to let go. Regardless of what they say. This paper heart here won't heal in a matter of seconds. It takes months or years to heal the wound/puncture/hole/defect. I don't care what you're gonna say. But I can tell you this. I'm slowly picking up the pieces and patiently putting them back together. Time will heal. No need for anti-depressants or sleeping pills. Na-ah.

Thanks for the memories. I'm sure we are made for great things in life. Or at least, I'm sure you are. Good luck in everything, especially your new hope and future. We are going to be fine. Totally. I still have faith in you. So no betrayals this time!

P/S. We're still friends, aren't we? ;P

Bisnes Kek Batik ku berkembang luas ;)

2009-08-19T15:35:00.002+08:00

Yahoo!!

Thanks for the support guys! Keep the orders coming in!

Jangan lupa, raya dah nak dekat so order la banyak2 ahahaha..

Pictures will be uploaded soon ;)

If you want to place your order, do give me a call or leave me a text message.

It comes in three sizes. Small(18 pieces) : RM8
Medium(36 pieces) : RM15
Large(1 whole caserole) : RM35

To my regular customers: Nina, Leez, Nas, Kin, Geng ALSOC..Thank you! You guys are the true cookie monsters! :P

Don't matter anymore?

2009-08-18T00:12:00.004+08:00

It hurts when you don't matter to some people anymore like you used to,ain't it? Sigh..

"So bottle up old love, throw it out to sea. Watch it away as you cry. A year has passed. The seasons go." -My paper heart

P/S: Mama adopt another cat? Oh my..

MTV World Stage Aug 15,2009

2009-08-17T20:38:00.008+08:00

Seriously, it was ONE HELLUVA NIGHT!!! I really did enjoy myself jumping here and there(pijak2 kaki orang) sang along to the songs(terpekik terlolong je banyak) headbanging(sampai tengkuk terseliuh). I was really glad i went to the concert. Tinggalkan segala masalah dunia di belakang hehe..

Went to Sunway around 5pm to redeem the tickets, then went straight to UM for Lia's convocation. Bertolak to Sunway again around 7pm+. Yes, I missed Estranged, Boys Like Girls and free t-shirts!! Grrr!!

Honestly, Hoobastank and AAR were epic! Enjoyed their peformances the most. The Ghostbusters theme by Hoobastank? Genius! Haha. Tyson Ritter was fucking energetic. I bet he was high that time. Loved 'the wind blows' and 'it ends tonight'. The starting piano was awesome. He really knows how to interact with the crowd. "Say yeah..YEAH!" "Say oh yeah..OH YEAH!!" LOL.

Pixie Lott was okay, considering saya hanya tahu lagu "Mama Do Uh Oh Uh Oh" jer hahaa.."It's soooo hot up here! I bet you guys down there are hot too!" haha hot tahap tak bernafas kot! Nyanyi jelaa part uh oh uh oh tu..And it turned out that I was not the only one okay haha!

Raygun was surprisingly enjoyable. Paling takley blah, bila dah habis nyanyi the last song baru nak tanya, "Malaysia!!!! Apa khabar?" Then he went off the stage. hahaha whattha??

The place was really packed I tell you. Pastu ada gak la makhluk bangang pegi smoke tengah2 crowd macam cibai even though dah kena kutuk bagai. Ada gakla lagi bodoh bwk box and panjat,towering over everybody else yang nak tengok jugak. Inconsiderate, blind, deaf, and plain stupid. Fucking idiots.

Anyway, Izzah and I didn't stay for Kasabian. Had to force my cramped legs to keep walking and my empty stomach to be patient. Letih gila. Cannot breathe, panas and terpaksa berpusu-pusu dengan orang2 semi-naked yang budget hott bila peluh. Sigh..

Tak banyak gambar were taken. But the experience was more than enough.

Here are some of the photos that we managed to take with a camera phone(bodoh betul ingatkan tak bole bawak camera langsung, tengok2 professional camera je tak boleh. Digicam biasa boleh.Pungkok!)

In the nick of time.

2009-08-07T00:34:00.004+08:00

I was very lucky indeed. I still want you guys to be there :( You know who you are.

Next step: Buy masks!!

UiTM Bangsat

2009-08-05T19:43:00.004+08:00

Aku memang BENCI kat UiTM ok!!

Apa ke bangsat sangat diorang ni?

Sibuk sangat ngan politics and shit sampai lupa kat students yang terkapai-kapai

Kata nak jadi world class university!

Yang aku nampak, misai je makin lama makin rapi disikat. Bontot makin banyak dicium dan dihidu.

Mana dia policy yang so called people-friendly tu?

Students sendiri pun kena layan macam sampah.

Kalau pasal duit, bukan main cepat je mintak. Bukannya sikit, banyak kot!

Surat or any notices semua bagi last minute macam cibaii. Bila students dapat lambat, salahkan students jugak. Apa ke babi nya semua nih?

Sekarang ni, aku dah bukan pelajar UiTM. Yang ko suruh aku bayar yuran part 7 tu kenapa? Tak sudah sudah lagi ke cekik darah?

Aku dah lepas supplementary paper. Kenapa dalam transcript masih tertera "pengajian tidak tamat"?? Korang ni semua nak mati ke? Ke tak buat kerja je?

Kawan kawan aku sume da dapat surat convo bulan Oct ni. Diorang BARU je dapat. And it states that they have to reply by 14th Aug. What the fuckk??

Benda2 penting camni, lenkali bagitau la awal2..Budak2 yang duduk jauh tu camne? Kesian kot..Menyusahkan orang je..

Where's my letter god damn it? I passed the stupid paper and I've finished my fucking degree.

Don't you mess with me. I've had enough with Ptptn last time, you money-sucking people!

Let me grad in peace for god's sake!!!

P/S. Aku nak guna kaler merah menandakan betapa bengangnye aku skarang

Hold my hand, lead the way

2009-08-05T18:33:00.003+08:00

I just had that dream last night.
The same one I've been having every once in a while since 9 months ago.
Twice or thrice a month.
THE dream. Sigh.

When is it gonna end?
Am I forgiven?
Have I moved on?
Is that particular person still mad at me?
Used to wake up in the middle of the night with teary-eyes
We fought again and again, and I cried every single time
Why is it so hard to let go of someone you love and really care for?
Are they blind? Can't they see? Or are they just choosing not to care?
What happen to the beautiful memories that we have shared?
Don't they mean anything at all?

I just want things to be OK between us.
I know that you have changed, but things don't have to change if you don't want them to.
I miss you a lot, I really do.
I just wish that I can reset my life the way I want it to be.
If I knew that it would hurt this much, I'd erase them all and then erase you.
I would.

Don't look back in anger

2009-08-04T00:23:00.007+08:00

This is surprisingly true.

Expect the unexpected.

A broken heart is the worse feeling ever.

Me? I just need to find my way home. And be at peace.

OMG My New COWbsession!!!!

2009-08-03T00:13:00.003+08:00

hahahaha I'm sorry Haley Joel Osment! Cows and grass do think otherwise

Simon Cowell? omg American Cow-dol Cendol

hahahahahahahahaha damn i love this one!

That includes me!

Lol I thought they drink milk at cow-bars..Beer pun ok!

Some of my favourites by my new favourite artist-THE STIK ;)

3 weeks and counting (for the money LOL)

2009-08-02T18:51:00.004+08:00

From left: Nina, Kak Zima, Kak Ain, Kak Yam! Missing: Kak Nisa, Lyiana n lawyers

Sha's first week!

"Hello!~ Dianna Noor and Partners.. :P

Lyiana! I miss you!!

Summons..Registered posts..Letters..Judgments = Slaves at work! LOL

My life since three weeks ago ;) Getting the hang of it.

Pictures courtesy of Nina Alyssa and Lyiana Ruslan.

You and Me-Rosie Thomas

2009-07-26T22:52:00.006+08:00

One of the most beautiful songs ever written.
It touched me deep.
Made me cry.
Almost every time I listened to it.

You and me
Me and you
There’s so much that we’ve been through
Through it all I’ve come to understand god’s love
And if tomorrow never comes
Know this twice
Just know this once
Knowing you has made me able to go on
You and me
Me and you
There couldn’t be a better two
To be blessed to know the meaning of true love
And if you leave me
I’ll feel scared
I’ll fall apart
Feel unprepared
But I’d dare to make it through all on my own
Yes I’d dare to make it through all on my own

>Dedicated to all my friends. And to that particular someone. I can't thank you enough.

There was a time when there seemed to be a happy ending

2009-07-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I waste everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

> Very significant.

A peek on life

2009-07-23T19:59:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, it's hard to please people. I learned it the hard way.

Had a crappy day at work, I'm fucking tired, balik keje paling last (sebbaik Nina ada), dengar sad story from Adik..I really really feel bad for her...she's been going through a lot lately but still managed to smile in front of everyone. Wish I could be tough like her and not whining about my day or some other craps.

I just want tomorrow to be a better day.

And I definitely can't wait for the weekend to come!

By the way, gaji yang saya dapat tu, Mama dah ada plan for it. Damn, baru ingat nak shopping.

And beli hand phone baru. Or a PSP. Or Wii. Or vacay at Pulau Redang (takpelah, yang ni bole guna as grad present kuikuikui)

Ni tak. Kena bayar duit kereta(RM300), duit minyak(RM100), duit insurans(RM100). Sah sah laa habuk pon tadak after that! Kecoh je aku padahal baru kerja 2 minggu da bising pasal gaji wahaha

Thank god rumah sejengkal je dari office. Kalau takde duit, boleh makan kat rumah! sorry Nina! But you're always welcome to come! Heeee

6th day at work

2009-07-20T19:39:00.004+08:00

Today is the first day of my second week at work.

Honestly, I'm exhausted. Piles and piles of workloads..It's never ending.

Finding files is almost impossible.

And today, I'm pissed with my boss.

Last minute work was given to me and she said she wanted it ASAP. Pukul 5 lebih baru bagi padahal kol 6 da balik kott..And trust me, this is not the first time.

It was my first time drafting a Judgment so you can guess that I took some time to familiarize myself with it before typing it all.

When it was given to me, she (the boss) explained briefly,telling me what I have to do exactly.

Maak aiihh..memanglah aku terkebil-kebil kat situ macam tenuk tak jumpa semut. Dia ingat aku dah pernah type sepuluh ribu kali ke benda tuh? Explain pun macam aku dah pro. What the hell, man?

When I looked at the sample that she asked me to cari, it was totally different. Thank god I have Lyiana my lifesaver to explain to me about it.

Then, dia pon cerita that dia pernah kena marah sebab salah buat draft. I was like, what the fuck? Explain macam taik, pastu kau expect orang dapat buat betul on the first try? You must be mad. You should teach and correct, not scold people for their mistakes.

So kitorang pon sambunglah sesi kutuk mengutuk..,eh silap. Sesi bergossip kejap and baru sambung balik discuss pasal the stupid draft.

Lyiana explained to me everything in detail and I finally managed to highlight the ones that needed clarification from my boss.

Lepas tu, saya pun pergilah bertanya kepada puan tentang perkara-perkara yang saya tidak fahami..Lalu beliau pun explain perkara-perkara yang ditanya itu and tengok-tengok, dia explain pon tak complete..banyak giler kot dia tak bagitau masa first explanation tuh. Kalau aku tak tanya, memang sampai kucing jiran sebelah beranak empat pon dia takkan bagitau..Sengal.

Masa interview hari tu bukan main lagi cakap, "Kalau you guys tak faham, tanya je sampai faham. Awak datang sini pun untuk belajar...Nanti ni semua buat masa LLb ke? Kalau macam tu, kitorang lah yang kena ajar korang ek? Hahaha. Takpe, kita kan Melayu, kena saling tolong-menolong. Siapa lagi nak tolong kita kalau bukan orang kita sendiri kan?"

and like people would say, Melayu ni selalunya bodoh sombong. Kalau tak tau, tak nak tanya. Buat-buat pandai je semua.

So puan, kalau nak ajar tu kena lah ikhlas. Kami ni masih lagi belajar. Kalau cincai je macam tu, kang kerja saya pon cincai je lah. Tapi puan sah-sah lah takkan marah saya cincai-cincai kan? mesti saya kena kaw-kaw punya maki hamun kan kan?

Anyhow, when i was typing, she regularly attended my desk and asked me whether I've done typing or not cuz she wanted to see it right away. Aku pun type laa macam orang gila, cepat nak mampus, pastu laptop bangang tu pulak buat hal, time tu jugak nak hang cam pungkok, functions pun lain so kena ubah-ubah..Nasib baik Kak Yam ada menyelamatkan dunia.

Oh, did I tell you? While I was doing my work, she gave me another file and said "Ni pun tolong buat draft. saya nak cepat." It turned out, those 2 files are due on Thursday and Friday respectively. You see? How great my day was?

By the way, after I've printed out the draft, I searched for puan but couldn't find her anywhere.

"Mana puan? Dia dah balik ke?"
"Ha ah."
"Dua dua? Puan Zainab pun?"
"Yup."

You see eh, tadi dia cakap nak cepat. Aku pun bertungkus lumus siapkan the fucking draft and bila dah siap, tengok tengok she's gone home. Macam cibai tak? Memang menyusahkan aku tau tak? Kalau aku tau, aku balik je kot and sambung esok. Tak payah rushing. Memang tadi rasa cam bagi makan selipar je.

I was soo pissed I half screamed in the office. Serious shit. Aku ingat lawyer kap lam ya nga je cakap putar belit. Melayu pun sama!!

Damn..I've to deal with this for another 3 months ke? Baik laa aku kerja kutip telur penyu kat Melaka lagi best.

Quotes of the Day + Blonde moments

2009-07-18T23:36:00.004+08:00

Went to OU just now to attend Zizi's design show/exhibition. It was great! However, it was these moments that made me nearly died of laughter ;P

First Scene

Had late lunch at a Penang food restaurant (forgot its name). This was where it happened.

-Chelly ordered Mee Kari and offered Aloyah some.

Aloyah: Aku taknak banyak..Nak kuah je sket. *Slurps the kuah a few times*

Chelly: Kau jangan makan kuah je, nanti cetek!!!

Aloyah: Cetek??

Me: *Exchange looks with Aloyah* Kuah cetek??? Wahahahahahaha

Second Scene.

On our way back home, in the car. We passed by Giant Hypermarket Section 13 when Chelly saw a mini zoo in the compound.

Chelly: Waah..ada zoo lah! Nak tengok!

Aloyah: Ah! Kecoh la kau ni Chelly. Weyh, korang tau tak kat mana nak cari hamster murah-murah?

Me: Tu kat zoo tu takkan takde?

Aloyah: Dah pegi dah..Takde!

Then Aloyah mentioned about her housemates and their pets.

Aloyah: Nini (Or maybe Ernie,not sure) ada bawak ikan dua ekor tapi dua dua dah mati.

Me: Ya allah..Camne boleh mati?

Chelly: Kawan-kawan aku semua sebok nak bela sugar-glider lah....

Suddenly....

Aloyah: Ha! Yang tu lah! Dah mati wey! Sugar apa ntah nama dia.

*Chelly and I exchanged looks and then laughed hysterically*

Me: Sugar-Glider hidup dalam air rupanya!!!

Chelly: Sugar glider ke? Bukan sugar fish?

Me: Sugar fish pon boleh!! hahahaha

Haish...those girls....I just love being with them! :D

Direct Translasi

2009-07-10T20:01:00.001+08:00

Alright now, so it's time to show off your knowledge people n see how good u are with my hidden talent hahaha..im gonna file this n show it to Kara Dioguardi n prove that this is wayy better than her 'tiada halangan/benteng/pemisah' (no boundaries) hahaha.. c'mon Simon,pick me! :P

pemenang akan memenangi percutian ke Pulau Perhentian selama sehari semalam. booze and condoms are not provided and security is tight. so go at your own risk. A raid is a guarantee haha.

[namakan artis dan lagu berkenaan]

1. BLAH (the easiest!)
korus: jadi keluar,(blah) sekarang..kau dan aku dah tamat
dah lambat (sekarang) dan xsabar untuk kau pergi.. kerna ku tahu
tentang dia (siapa?) dan ku tertanya (kenapa?) aku beli semua penipuan
kau kata kau akan layan aku baik, tapi kau sbnrnye buang masa (buang masa!)

2. KALAU AKU SEORANG BUDAK LELAKI
verse: kalau aku seorg budak lelaki..walau untuk sehari
golek keluar dari katil pagi2,baling ape yang aku nak dan pergi...
minum arak dengan mereka, dan kejar budak perempuan
tendang ia dgn siape2, dan xpernah kene marah untuknye
sebab mereka ada bersama..
korus: kalau aku seorang budak lelaki
aku rase aku bole paham..
perasaan mencintai seorang budak perempuan
aku bersumpah aku akan jadi lelaki lebih baik...........

3. PERFECT
bridge and chorus: don't you ever leave me
i will not be able to bear it all
only with you i will be able...
you are my blood, you are my heart
you are my life, u complete me
oh my love you are so...perfect..perfect

4. ITU BUKAN NAMA AKU
korus: mereka panggil aku neraka, mereka panggil aku Stacey
mereka panggil aku dia, mereka panggil aku Jane
tu bukan nama aku x4
mereka panggil aku budak perempuan senyap
tapi aku pemberontak..Mary Joleisa selalu sama
tu bukan nama aku x4

5. JUMP A LITTLE HIGHER
chorus: i pick the stars, for you to keep
the light is calm, gives u protection
as a reminder, also as an answer
to all the obstacles

6. PANAS DAN SEJUK
verse: kau tuka fikiran mcm budak perempuan tukar baju
yeah ngkau, PMS mcm perempuan jalang, aku tau
dan ngkau terlebih fikir, slalu ckp bnda yg aku xphm,
aku patut tau, yang kau tak berguna untuk akuuuuu....
korus: sebab kau panas pastu sejuk,
kau ye pastu tidak, kau dalam pastu keluar
kau atas pastu kau bawah, kau salah bila betul
ia hitam dan ia putih, kita gado kita putuskan hubungan,
kita cium, kita bercumbuan........

7. MANUSIA KUAT
korus: kau ubah seluruh hidupku
tak tau ape kau dah buat kepadaku dgn cintamu
ku rasa bagai manusia kuat kau buat ini kepadaku
jantung manusia kuat berdegup dlm diriku
tiada apa yang boleh menghalang ku bersamamu d sini
manusia kuat...........

8. SPECIAL
verse: there is no poet or song
there is no portrait or doubt
that could inspire me as beautiful as u are
its obvious ure one in a million
oh beautiful,you are special...

9. HAHA KAU DAH MATI
korus: haha kau dah mati,dan aku sangat gembira
dalam ingatan, kematian kau itu
bila kapal kau nak tenggelam, aku akan keluar dan bagitau seluruh bandar
haha kau dah mati x3
hahaha

10. CINTA BERDARAH
bridge and korus: tapi aku xkesah apa mereka cakap, aku mencintaimu
mereka cuba menarikku,tapi mereka taktau kebenarannya
hatiku dicacati oleh urat yang aku cuba tutup
kau belah aku dan aku..
terus berdarah,terus terus cinta berdarah
aku terus berdarah, terus terus cinta berdarah...
terus berdarah, terus terus berdarah..
kau belah aku dan aku..

*Taken from my note in Facebook :)

MJ fever

2009-07-09T23:24:00.001+08:00

Mama is still mad over Michael Jackson. Macam tak boleh terima kenyataan that he had died.

Haritu beli cds and vcds of MJ. Then pasang malam malam. Then sing along. Haishh..Takde can tengok tv.

Yesterday she asked me to buy Passions mag tribute to MJ. Well, she got what she wanted, plus, a free poster of the King of Pop!! Mesti mama happy la tu.

While she was browsing through the mag, dia dok bebel about how some people were cruel, tak nak let him die peacefully by creating stupid rumours about his death..that he's not actually dead, he's somewhere..Agent dia bawak lari.. -_-"""" Something about Neverland..How good he was on stage.."patutlah tiket konsert dia semua laku. Memang terer betul die menari and menyanyi semua. Dahsyat betul MJ nih.."yada yada..yoda yoda..

Wah! suddenly she knows everything! Lol..

Despite all these, he will forever be in our hearts. He will be missed by the world. Rest in peace, MJ.

Umar's words

2009-07-09T21:00:00.005+08:00

I just recalled some of Umar's few, priceless words and sentences while watching him listening to zikir on tv,(it is khamis mlm jumaat) where mama was upstairs watching Michael Jackson's music videos hahaha oops. Reminisce zaman die kecik-kecik..since tak sedar how big he has grown.

So these are some that I remembered:-

1. He heard his Angah mentioned about 'makanan'(food) so he asked, "Makanan ke Makiri?"

He actually thought that she was referring to right(kanan) and left(kiri)hahaha soo innocent la ini budak..

2. The other one was when he was asked what is 'dahi'(forehead) in English. When he was told that the answer was indeed forehead, he asked again "forehead ke forenine?"

Budak ni clearly dah confuse 'eight' dengan 'head'. So, kalau fore'eight' ada, fore'nine' mestilah ada jugak hahaha.

3. When he was around 3 or 4, he referred 'demam' as 'damuman'. Yeah3 so much for baby talk ;P

4. There was this one time when he heard someone said 'minggu depan'. Then he suddenly asked, "minggu belakang?" bahahaha seriously those words cracked me up everytime.

Umar oh Umar. Along saaayang Umar. Janganlah selalu marah-marah okay? Nanti tak nak belikan kipas!(Kipas is like his second god or something) Dewa kipas si Umar ni.

He is now 9. And still adorable :) The only boy and the youngest. And yes, sangat sangat teramat manja. Hello, baru 9 years old dah ada handphone! Along pun dapat after SPM. Bluegh. Keji betul. Haha

Batting Cage..

2009-07-06T23:57:00.004+08:00

There's something about it. No, not Mary. It. The batting cage in One Utama Shopping mall? If you live in Malaysia, you'll know exactly what it is and what I'm talking about.

I somehow find myself eager to go there especially when I'm tensed. Bila nak release tension about something. Like for an instance..exams? Or someone you dislike? (I don't wanna use the word hate here cause there's a difference between those two haha) Before I hit the ball, I aim for something. Or someone. Depends on the circumstances. And most of the time, I aimed right. Scored a few home runs. Weehoo!

So yeah. It's fun and cheap. More enjoyable when you play with your friends. Sometimes if you're lucky, you'll find cute guys,too. Including the mat salehs haha. It's one of my way to relief stress.

But unfortunately, even though I've gone to this place sooooo many times, I still can't remember the route and directions hahaha! Yeah, yeah. I know and I admit it. I suck on the road. I can drive, but please..don't ask me about directions. I'm hopeless. Dangg, there goes my application on The Amazing Race Asia. Certainly not qualified, huh? :P What the heck. I have friends who love me. They'll drive me there. Kan korang?? :D

From daughter to mother with love.

2009-07-06T13:58:00.006+08:00

Dear Ma,
I know it's not Mother's Day but why wait for that special day to come just to say this to you right? And besides, I haven't started blogging back then hehe. Anyway, Im writing you this because I dont know how else to express it.Im sorry for everything. I know I haven't been a good daughter like u wanted me to be, Im not a straight -A law student that Im supposed to be, I do not excel in my studies, irresponsible as your eldest daughter and I keep letting you down day by day. I know you have sacrificed so much for all of us, for the entire family and Im just hoping that Allah would one day give me a chance to repay your kindness, hardwork and all those sacrifices you've made in the future.

I just want you to know that you are truly a remarkable mother and a wonderful person. You're wonder woman. Superwoman. Nobody could replace you. I know it's a bit awkward that I come out and say this out of the blue, but it's from the bottom of my heart. I don't want to be like one of those girls yang tak kenang budi parents. So now, I just wanna say thank you for everything. Even though luck has not been on my side for the past few months, and that Ive been stressing out lately(which I didn't wanna show), I wanna thank you and I will try my best to fix my life for the sake of my own future.

Going to Puan Saudah was a mistake (lol). Patutnya tak payah jumpa pun.

For all the mistakes that I did, Im sorry. Im here to tell you that your daughters love you. Thank you for everything ma. Words fail me. But thank you. Love you, Ma.

Btw, I have to email this to you because Im pretty sure you don't know what blogspot is ;)

Kickstart itu Life

2009-07-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

So the month of July has kicked in. I wonder what more could a month brings to you. I soo hope it won't be the same like the previous months. hehe..
Im hoping for wonders. Miracles. Peace. Money (lots of it). Good health. My own space. And last but not least, a JOB. Saya perlu mencari kerja untuk menyara diri. duduk di rumah sangatlah stressful. Asyik kena marah je (oops). Friends have started their new term. I need to start mine.

Oh btw, saya kempunan cheese cakes :(

New Start, New Hairstyle ;)

2009-07-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

So i cut my hair again. After letting it grew long. In fact, the longest as far as I can remember.

As i expected, my friends were against it. hahaha..It was rly funny watching their expressions when I told them.

Relax la korang..Nanti tumbuh laa balik..It's not like Im going bald pon hahaha

So since I want to restart myself, Ive to start with something right?

Potong rambut seemed like a brilliant idea. I got my old hair style back. I love it ;)

This could be a start to something new. (Soo HSM) lol

There's always a first time.

2009-07-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

wah! so it's my first time blogging and i can't wait to see where this could go haha.

So anyway, it's unfortunate to know that Im dealing with one of the hardest days ever. In my very first writing.
Today..I've been thinking..

It's hard to face the reality. Especially when everyone's in it. I took it the hard way. And Im not sure if I'll be able to pull myself together again. I wanna be like the Terminator. I want to self-destruct. Or be destructed. But I was wondering whether I could stand up again and face it all. I want to be reserved this time. Will that be possible? All my life, I make other people happy. But how could I deal with myself when Im the one who needs the saving?

I know it's not good but a girl needs her own time and space sometimes. A friend sent me a message on FB asking me to smile like this--> =D For the time being, i feel like it is highly impossible. but, I know that I can go through this. It's just another phase of life. I took the wrong turn, the one that is dark,pitch black. But I hope that I can find my way home in no time. I hope.

Family has been great, but they have their own hassles to deal with,too.

Friends couldn't have been anymore helpful, but they can't do anything bout me at the moment.

Yang boleh tolong = Slims, Rico & Shaggy and those guys from Whose line. hehe

Anyways, to all who are reading this, don't worry. I just need a peace of mind, a pinch of self-assurance and a fist of self-belief. I'll be just fine.