From daughter to mother with love.

Dear Ma,
I know it's not Mother's Day but why wait for that special day to come just to say this to you right? And besides, I haven't started blogging back then hehe. Anyway, Im writing you this because I dont know how else to express it.Im sorry for everything. I know I haven't been a good daughter like u wanted me to be, Im not a straight -A law student that Im supposed to be, I do not excel in my studies, irresponsible as your eldest daughter and I keep letting you down day by day. I know you have sacrificed so much for all of us, for the entire family and Im just hoping that Allah would one day give me a chance to repay your kindness, hardwork and all those sacrifices you've made in the future.

I just want you to know that you are truly a remarkable mother and a wonderful person. You're wonder woman. Superwoman. Nobody could replace you. I know it's a bit awkward that I come out and say this out of the blue, but it's from the bottom of my heart. I don't want to be like one of those girls yang tak kenang budi parents. So now, I just wanna say thank you for everything. Even though luck has not been on my side for the past few months, and that Ive been stressing out lately(which I didn't wanna show), I wanna thank you and I will try my best to fix my life for the sake of my own future.

Going to Puan Saudah was a mistake (lol). Patutnya tak payah jumpa pun.

For all the mistakes that I did, Im sorry. Im here to tell you that your daughters love you. Thank you for everything ma. Words fail me. But thank you. Love you, Ma.

Btw, I have to email this to you because Im pretty sure you don't know what blogspot is ;)



4 comments:

Elly Ezani said...
July 7, 2009 at 12:37 AM

buat cite aku nak nangis. hm. mak aku tau x aku syg die? huhu

Azhani.Azizan said...
July 7, 2009 at 12:43 AM

haha ni sume slh result aku..
aku email die siang td sbb masa ngah mandi cm teringat patu ternangis..nk ckp depan2 mmg takkan la kaan haha
jgn nangis sell. kite perlu tabah. giteww!

J a j a said...
July 7, 2009 at 1:13 AM

I did that (email mak aku) when i have to extend 1 semester masa diploma dulu. susah kan nk ckp depan2?

Azhani.Azizan said...
July 7, 2009 at 10:04 AM

tulaa sgt ssh kott..
patu bile die blk cam dua2 buat xtau..
tp aku pon xtaulaa die da chck ke belom kn sbb xreply tp
smlm die o9 kt umah hahaha..
emo dow smlm :(