Teringat, terbaca, tersenyum...

I just dug my sister's old post and I found this. The day that I will never forget during my trip to Langkawi with my fellow Environmental Law class March 2008.

Scared, a lil bit courageous and bravery, out of my mind kinda thing. Above all, I saved a life. And I held my head up high, baby! Haha. This was our sister to sister conversation. Excuse our retardedness :P

And when the hero comes along...

*SMS, between a sister and her eldest sister*

Somewhat like this:

Along : Weh2 kau tau tak sal misi Baywatch aku??

Myself : Haha ma dah cite. Blagak kau. Terpakse aku gtau sume rakan2 yang kenal mahupun tidak. Dush. Haha.

Along : Agak takut r time tuh. Sebaik aku tak lemas sekali

Myself : Eleh klau kau lemas aku akn dtg serta-merta mmpraktikkn CPR yg bru msuk PBL. (It’s time for me to shine!) Wakakak. Aku tau kau slmtkan org, tapi tatau d exact story. Cemanenye?

Along : Haha bongok! Aku nk mulut bwg je…(mulan..hold on…<-- ignore us, we really like to bahan org. This is General Shang from Mulan btw).cmni citenye. Aku naek bot open air. Ktrg dr pulau laen mse tu, ada island hoppingla. Patu mase smpai kt tmpt kejadian (pulau beras bsh), time2 bot nk b’labuh bg ktrg turun, ktrg dgr org jerit ‘help,help’ patu aku bole lg bwat lwk. Aku imitate *'cowmenga2’, tp mase 2 xtgk pn org yg jerit 2 sbb aku m’blkgi die. Patu aku pusing ah. Die jerit agy ‘help2 my fren…D other side’ die jerit kat ade a few Indian guys kat ctu…depan die je…tp sume org wat bodo, so ktrg sume igtkan die maen2. Lgpn bf pmpuan lemas 2 ade kt sblh die je. Patu aku tgk minah 2. Die dh tkapai2 dlm air kot! *Ape lg, aku cmpk backpack aku, smpt tggl slipar,trus terjun dr bot. Patu tarik die g shore. Sebbaik tgh pkai life jacket. Mase dkt2 nk smpai shore 2 ade ah kwn laki aku tlg tarik kn. Mase tu aku letih gle n tekezut kot. Die xjauh sgt tau, tp tmpt minah tu mandi steep, sbb bot blabuh. Dats y die xsdar kot. Dhla mase aku tarik sume dok bsorak. *Sorg pn xtlg ak bongek tol. Sume ckp bf die stupid.mmg stone gile weyh! Gf die lmas, die xbuat pape pn! Xtlg jerit pn. Tp mmg ah die pn tgh selamtkan dr sndr mase 2, tmpt 2 dlm…tp mmg xgne nye laki ah. Mase aku tarik ppuan 2, die gtau 'my bf cannot pull me...' Patu aku tanak bg die lemaskan aku, aku ckp ‘dun wory , I’ve a life jacket , juz hold onto me’ pastu die pn relax..*Hebatkan?Heroic n dramatic kan? Haha. Rilek je aku. (*Excuse my sister. Otak fikirannya mmg terlalulah senget)

(Seriously?The messages sent (3times) are this loooongggg. Gile kan, ahahaha)

Myself : Waaaaahhh! Mesti diorg clash kan pastuh. Sian, dah dekat nak kawen dah (pehal cite sndr) kih3. Ecey wehhh. Kemain la kau. Bangge aku! Muahaha! Crdt aku nak habes tp. Congrats kayh! Ape je kau. Gnite!

Along : Haha tq tq.. :D K pasni sume tgk Baywatch k ahahaha. K dik. Nnt kalau aku slmtkan ikan from lemas lg, aku bgtau k haha. Tc! Nyte! Kemslm sume…

End.

P/S: Thanks ah wey for posting this up in your blog ;) Now I remember how that day turned out to be exactly :D

Happy 21st GEMZ!

To my


Retarded,



Psychotic,



Maniac,



Wacko



I'm-with-Memes-don't-mess-with-me...

sister, I wish you a Happy 21st Birthday!! Semoga kumis kau gugur selalu...hahaha

Wrapping up 2009

Finally have the mood to blog hehe..So many things happened these past few months but haven't had the chance to write them all..Maklumlah saya ni pemalas nak blogging..Apa guna ade blog pun tada tau -_-" Blame Twitter & Facebook & One Tree Hill & dvds

Jadi, mari kita recap (in no particular order) dari wedding Cik, eh, PUAN Siti Ruvinna & Encik Kama on the 10th Oct, 2009 which was also Zizi dearie's birthday ;)

1. V's tying the knot

What a night! Done at her parents' house in Subang, she was gorgeous! Kami convoy ramai-ramai, around 5 cars from Shah Alam. The food's great and although malam tu panas, dan yang datang pun terlalu ramai sebab semua excited kawan dah kahwin, tapi semua maintain la kan..So now she's 2 months married. Paling penting, she got married during her LLB course. Terbaik. How does it feel to be a wifey now,V? :)

2. 16.10.2009: Telah masuk waktu berhenti kerja

Can't deny that I was so damn happy to finally have finished working at the firm, but at the same time, I felt that I have yet to learn everything from my lawyers during the 3 months course, especially conveyancing. Jadi terpaksa lah berhempas pulas sket dalam LLB nanti hehe. Nevertheless, thanks to the firm for the experience.
In the picture: Us with the office boy yg slalu tanya "boss da masuk dah?" Kalau blom, "yess" kalau dah, "Alaa boring btollaa" haha siot je. Terbaik ah Boy.

3. Graduation Day: 27th Oct


One of the happiest days of my life. D'oh..Dah kata graduation pulak hehehe...Datang bersama Leez, kami terlambat sedikit tetapi masih sempat camwhoring bersama rakan-rakan yg lain..Mama invited my grandparents too so a bit cuak dan malu la sebab tak excel sangat but what the heck, Ive graduated with a degree(hons) anyway hehehe despite everything that has happened kan..Proud of myself nonetheless although I know I could do better(so cliche) haha. Thanks to everyone who came for the graduation especially Zizi & Sha, Jiha, Teen, Yati, Min and the others(eventhough they were there only to support Leez sobsob) haha. Too bad my best buddies couldn't make it. Merajuk ngan korang. Had a graduation dinner at Serai Sec.3 with the family. Adik & Za weren't there sebab masing2 kat sekolah masing2 kan lame betul. Boo kanak2 sekolah. Adik, kau Medical SCHOOL so kira sekolah gak.

4. Road trip to Melaka bersama rakan-rakan sejawat



Setelah penat bekerja, kami mengambil keputusan untuk melarikan diri ke Melaka, bandar bersejarah. We planned to go to PD along the way too but Nina & Nadia had other plans so boo them!! Kat sana memang lawak gila betul. Dah lah nak tipu orang hotel cakap 2 orang je tido, papp di bagi nya bilik betul2 depan reception memang terbaik ah. Dah lah CCTV terpampang tepi corridor tu damn la. Last2 caught on camera jugak daa kene extra charge wakaka..When we had our dinner, hujan lebat gila so we were stranded at the restaurant for more than an hour. Last2 semua lari bergelimpangan balik hotel which was like 300 meters from the place. Dahla si Mel sakit kaki pulak tak boleh lari so semua tunggu dia and last2 semua decide mandi hujan je laa hahaha. But dang, it was soo cold! I was shivering like crazy! But the trip was awesome lah, I really needed a getaway at the time ;) And the asam pedas at the restaurant before balik tu terbaik!!

5. Karaoke yang never ending

Gang biasa yg slalu ajak hehehe //////Gang Lawsoc yg pergi mini reunion.

.............................................Birthday party si Amad yang sengal............................................

Xpernah2 pegi karaoke tiba2 tahun ni rajin gila pulak kan hahaha dahlah yg mengajak semua nya hantu menyanyi hehehe had loads of fun though. sorry la suara tak sedap kan,da kata karaoke kihkihkih..Paling best nyanyi Lady Marmalade with Nina(yes, just the two of us) Can you imagine? 2 orang nak bawak suara 4 orang? Memang semput ah! N yes, I did the rapping part wahaha hey at least I got a temukan gemuruh for that! hehe thanks lah Leez, Fyza n Sha yang lebih pentingkan makanan masa tuu...Ciss betul korang nih.

The mini reunion with Lawsoc lads pun not bad..We played bowling first before karaoke-ing tapi malas lah nak letak score sebab tak dapat top 3 so buat malu je kalau letak hahaha..Faida and the others semangat nak sign socks masing2 padahal lepas tu kata nak buang membazir je hahaha..Mine dah basuh bagi Umar pakai untuk next year wahahaha..And I still remember the guy yang jaga shoe counter tu. Kelakar siot! He had a funny face, I guess it was a birth defect la kot, if not his bad habit but he was always smiling yang semacam tu..EVERYTIME we asked for our shoe sizes. Serious! At first we thought nak mengorat si Faida, last2 die macam nak mengorat semua orang including Nabil (??) so takkan mengorat kot kan..Nawal, Mel & Leez dah gelak terbahak2 tak kaver..So if u guys wanna check this guy out, pergi la Bowling alley Mid Valley eh hehehe. Serious you'll feel appreciated and loved :D

6. Contests

All the contestants including the 'criminal' /// Thanks to this guy here! Adam!

Sherlock Holmes wannabe was the latest contest I entered. One sweet day, adam posted a link at fb chat asking me to check it out. All I had to do was snap a photo of myself, then post je kat the event page n get as many votes as I can to be in the top10. So saya pun tangkaplah gambo dan post lah dan 'paksa' kawan2 yang online 'like' hahaha sorry guys!!

I made it to the final along with 7 other contestants including Adam ni haa. During the final tu, ada Criminal Hunt. All we had to do was find 10 clues at different stores in the Cineleisure and matched them all and then find the Criminal at the said place. I, along with another contestant, Mei Yun( yes we are friends now ;)) cari the criminal at the Cathay Cineplax for about half an hour. Little did we know that an announcement has been made saying that the criminal has been found and that the game's over. Kitorang punya la cari macam orang gila kat atas tu. Fortunately, Adam's friends, Molong n his gf were there so I asked them and they informed us that it's over..Sigh..Memang dah agak dahhh!

Anyway, neither Adam nor I managed to score the grand prize. It was won by a guy who has won sooooo many contests/hunts before. Lucky guy. But hadiah saguhati dia pun not bad gak..4 passes to premiere screening of Sherlock Holmes, and other movie goodies..caps, notepad,files..Best jugak kan? hehehe

The screening was on 22nd Dec which was last Tuesday. I went there with my sister Nadzira gmok, my dear Izreen Marleezard and Siti Ribenna. We were late for ticket redemption, thank god the guy on the counter was nice hehe. Damansara jam lah, as usual..Gila betul.


Yayyness!!! Free movie!! //////////////// "Saya SUKA makan!" -Malik Noor

--------------------------------Ribenna & Marleezard----------------------------------

Adam came with Noi, Yayan, Alia, Ayumi and Azam. Due to the short period of time, I didn't manage to tegur them, sebab tak sempat...Rushing gila.

Anyways, thanks sooo sooo much to those who voted for my photo. You guys made it possible for me to watch the premiere hehehe. Your help is very much appreciated ;) Muahx!!

7. Family vacay to negara Soda Gembira!


Hellloooo Bandung! Jgn ganyang kami!! Rutin wajib iaitu makan.


Rutin #2: shopping sambil buat gila. /////////// Ole-ole wajib


Abah & Atok xshopping. Tpaksa tunggu je / Air wajib. Tgk minum sampai 2 botol


RM10. Kena tipu dgn org airport / Bersama Pak Jay. Pak Jajang takde :(

Basically, all we did was shop, shop, shop!!! Hahaha..Except for Atok & Abah. Depa tido kat hotel. Borriinnggg..So we went to Rumah Mode, pasar baru, Batik house, Kartika Sari & Amanda Brownies punya kedai besar, Cihampelas, other factory outlets...Nak cerita pun there's nothing much. Except at the Bandung airport masa nak balik. We were conned!! Macam ni alkisahnya...

Atok was lured into the airport lounge by a lady, she who must not be named, so we followed lah sebab atok kata "jom minum-minum dulu" So semua masuk lounge tu and everybody ordered drinks kan..Yang peliknya, takde prices pun anywhere. No price board, no menu. But we ordered anyway. Tengok-tengok bila kena bayar tu, diorang charge rm100+ only for the stupid drinks! Nearly 300 ribu rupiah la. Mama was so shocked but she had to pay anyway lah kan. Kesian dia, that money was our emergency money. Then he told Abah but what can he do kan, as usual die senyap je la. Walau bagaimanapun, anak2 Mama semua memainkan peranan..Bila dapat tau, semua cari that lady yang bancuh coffee tu dengan harapan dapat jeling habis-habisan..Benganglah kan, bukannya nak cakap! Malangnya mereka dapat melarikan diri...


One of the ladies(behind; yg depan tu my Uwan)..Ni laa yang berjaya menarik Atok. Ciss!

Anyway, all of us had fun. Banyak jugakla barang. Thank god my luggage did not exceed its limit of 15 kilos hehehe..I wish I could go on a vacay again before next semester starts. Hmm...Anyway, I think that's all for today. Will catch another rainbow next time! :D

Holiday mode!!

Now that I've finished my 3-hellish-months at work, I shall indulge myself into these activities:

1. Karaoke with my hell-buddies Nina & Sha



2. Go get the Graffi tee t-shirt that I won from Junk

3. Road trip to PD and Melaka with fellow kuli-kuli yang bekerja haha


4. Watch movies

5. Buy DVDs. I've missed soo many :(

6. Be a couch potato



7. Belajar memasak. According to Mama, kek batik tidak akan menjamin kebahagiaan rumahtangga kelak.

8. Trip to Bandung with the whole family!!! Shopping haven baby!!!


9. Jamming, jamming, jamming!



10. Cari kerja part time at any events yang can get rm50/day

11. Grab my guitar again after so long



12. Sambung baca Twilight Saga

13. Buy Muse's latest album, The Resistance!


14. Go to any gigs

15. Be healthy again! Go to gym, swim and jog


There's lots more that I can't think of right now..Oh well, at least all of these are on my list to-do :D

Innocent, Serious, Innocent, Bluegh!!

2 days ago

Umar and I were watching Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader on channel 7e on Astro [Kenapa lah Malaysia tak buat show macam ni. Boleh aku masuk untuk dapat side income sikit. Dah lah dapat duit, dapat masuk tv, dapat menimba ilmu pulak tu(yang ni nampak sangat menipu haha)] Before I tell you the story, ingin saya ingatkan bahawa budak budak sangatlah innocent dan cute bila mereka serious. Si Umar ni pun one of the few lah.

So..the question that was being asked read, 'True or false? Only male lions have manes.'

Me: Trueeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! Senang nya! Ishk. Free-free je dapat duit.
Umar: Along, manes tu apa?
Me: Manes? Manes tu yang...(masa ni tengah fikir perkataan yang sesuai) Alaa yang macam janggut kat muka dia tuu (while gesturing a circle around my face)

(Yes, I know. Kenapa tak cakap rambut je kan?)

Umar: Ohh!!!! Yang macam tudung tu eh?
*muka innocent dan serious memandang kakaknya yang tak berguna, yang about-to-laugh-hard-at-his-face-tapi-tak-jadi sebab he was serious and was waiting for a truthful answer*

Me: (tahan gelak, sambil senyum) Haaaa yelah. Yang macam tudung tu. *Dalam hati gelak macam setan*
(I knew he was referring to Alex the Lion in Madagascar. His mane really does look like a tudung kan dalam cerita tu?)

It's ok. I did not laugh at him. Instead, I grinned like an idiot while watching his innocent face again. Haha adik aku nih, pandai plak buat lawak innocent.

King of the Jungle wearing a Hijab? Dang, jatuh standard. Mana pegi dignity yang dimegah-megahkan tu nanti? hahaha. Umar...Umar..imaginasi anda sangat tinggi dan pelik tapi makes sense :)

Yesterday

Another boring day at the office, but Nina cracked me up with her stupid, dirty jokes. Contohnya: (Not for the faint hearted yea)

1. What is the similarity between mayonnaise and semen?? Haa jawab, jawab!

The other one is too dirty to be put up here. But, I laughed like a hyena, non stop for 5 minutes. (Yes, Azhani yang sengal ni pergi sebarkan joke ini kepada kakak-kakak office yang nampak je innocent tapi sebenarnya cepat tangkap)

Plus, I gave her one. Dirtier, dumber. Totally not for kids. hahaha. Memang gelak terkentut-kentut (Nina je, I didn't)

P/s. I should keep track of all these stupid jokes and compile it in one book. Then sell. Along with my kek batik. Woooo...Best. Siapa yang ada jokes, jangan lah malu nak share. Saya seorang yang bersikap terbuka. Serious. Adik, this goes out to you, especially. Aku tau kau ni lagi berfikiran kurang bersih dari aku haha

P/ss. Bestnya! Tampak colourful sungguh blog ku ini!!

Taking back my love

Saya sudah cuba yang terbaik. Minta maaf sudah, cuba contact sudah, tapi semua to no use.

Sorry IS the hardest word. I've let down my guard, I've done almost everything.

Tapi, masih tiada reply. Hmm...Am I forgiven or not? Tuhan je tau.

Mintak maaf kat Ma and Abah macam lagi senang je. Cakap sorry sekarang, pastu buat lagi. Next Raya, minta maaf lagi. Ahahaha..

Bak kata orang, tak payah lah mengharap sangat. Do what you gotta do then pray for the best. I pray for forgiveness. Is it worth all this? Ntah lah. I guess..

Btw,hari ni asyik gelak macam siots jer. Thanks to Nina, Sha, Adik, Azreen and myself. (vain? think again!) I love meeting the cousins. They're all maniacs! LOL

Lagi satu, sekarang ni kepala asyik fikir pasal makanan je. Dah la tengah Raya, perut makin bulat macam Teletubby (Saya nak kaler yang paling best chopp! pastu nak plasma tv please, xmain la tv kecik-kecik sebab perut saya bunch! haha)

And guess what? Nina, Sha and I are such good actors at the office. Aren't we,fellas? Muahaha. bab pura-pura berlakon depan boss nombor satu :P

Mothers can sometimes be funny

Malam kelmarin ada cerita Cuci kat tv2, but we were watching Congkak on Astro Ria. Bila iklan, kitorang tengok la Cuci..So, I assume you guys tau la kan siapa pelakon-pelakon dalam Cuci tu..Sah-sah lah Afdlin Shauki punya gang right?

So, sambil tengok, sambil mama tanya cerita tu pasal apa, and then cakap pasal size badan Afdlin and that Afdlin patut masuk The Biggest Loser (???)..kesian pakcik tu, mesti menangis kalau dia baca T_T..Tiba-tiba tv pun tunjuk si AC Mizal..Keluarlah satu suara yang bertanya, "Eh, si AC Milan tu kahwin dengan siapa ek?" *semua orang senyap sekejap; total silence* *hayball berguling di tengah padang pasir...kur kur kur* And then...BAHAHAHAHAHAHA AC MILAN!!!!! AC MIZAL LAH MA!!

Memang masing-masing gelak terbahak-bahak including Mama masa tu wakaka..adoih..At least we know that Mama knows her football :P

Dahla the day before Mama nak tanya about this one dessert but she forgot the name. She said, "Alaa..yang start dengan 'k' tuu..konikoni? konikuna?" Pastu Adik yang bijaksana ni pegi suggest pulak, "Kinokuniya ke Ma?" Ma pun "Haaa! Apa dia? Kinokuniya ye!!" Ape lagi, all three of us (including my other sister, Za Gemz) laughed tak hengat dunia laa even though tengah beraya rumah orang kan masa tu, kami peduli apa hahaha! Pastu baru lah Mama tau kenapa kitorang gelak..We told her lah Kinokuniya tu book store..kejadahnya pulak nama dessert! hahaha..Aunty Yon pun tau hahaha!

Welcome to your new home, Oleen!

This is Shaggy. The cat who entered our house one day and terus buat macam rumah sendiri. She's very independent. She's hiding behind her camouflage. She thinks Rico could not detect her right away. Yes, they were playing hide and seek.



Here's Rico the over-manja male cat. All he does is sit back and relax. He eats every 10minutes. And as you can see, He likes to lean back like cina kalah judi. Perasan human being.



This is Olen/Oleen (Im not sure how to spell it nor how to call her name). She is 5 months old and a new family member. She too, eats a lot. Bulu dia macam karpet. Saya suka benamkan muka saya dalam bulu dia yang best tu. Mama kata dia comel sebab muka dia comot. Hmmm..



Olen/Oleen is originated from 'Orange'. Tetapi telah di-pelatkan. 'Creative' sungguh original owner dia ni bagi nama -_-". But that's ok, 'cos she already knows her name. No need to change it. Ouh, tengok kaki dia! Pakai alternate socks haha! I'll upload the pictures of her feet soon ;)

Umar's words

I just recalled some of Umar's few, priceless words and sentences while watching him listening to zikir on tv,(it is khamis mlm jumaat) where mama was upstairs watching Michael Jackson's music videos hahaha oops. Reminisce zaman die kecik-kecik..since tak sedar how big he has grown.

So these are some that I remembered:-

1. He heard his Angah mentioned about 'makanan'(food) so he asked, "Makanan ke Makiri?"

He actually thought that she was referring to right(kanan) and left(kiri)hahaha soo innocent la ini budak..

2. The other one was when he was asked what is 'dahi'(forehead) in English. When he was told that the answer was indeed forehead, he asked again "forehead ke forenine?"

Budak ni clearly dah confuse 'eight' dengan 'head'. So, kalau fore'eight' ada, fore'nine' mestilah ada jugak hahaha.

3. When he was around 3 or 4, he referred 'demam' as 'damuman'. Yeah3 so much for baby talk ;P

4. There was this one time when he heard someone said 'minggu depan'. Then he suddenly asked, "minggu belakang?" bahahaha seriously those words cracked me up everytime.

Umar oh Umar. Along saaayang Umar. Janganlah selalu marah-marah okay? Nanti tak nak belikan kipas!(Kipas is like his second god or something) Dewa kipas si Umar ni.

He is now 9. And still adorable :) The only boy and the youngest. And yes, sangat sangat teramat manja. Hello, baru 9 years old dah ada handphone! Along pun dapat after SPM. Bluegh. Keji betul. Haha

From daughter to mother with love.

Dear Ma,
I know it's not Mother's Day but why wait for that special day to come just to say this to you right? And besides, I haven't started blogging back then hehe. Anyway, Im writing you this because I dont know how else to express it.Im sorry for everything. I know I haven't been a good daughter like u wanted me to be, Im not a straight -A law student that Im supposed to be, I do not excel in my studies, irresponsible as your eldest daughter and I keep letting you down day by day. I know you have sacrificed so much for all of us, for the entire family and Im just hoping that Allah would one day give me a chance to repay your kindness, hardwork and all those sacrifices you've made in the future.

I just want you to know that you are truly a remarkable mother and a wonderful person. You're wonder woman. Superwoman. Nobody could replace you. I know it's a bit awkward that I come out and say this out of the blue, but it's from the bottom of my heart. I don't want to be like one of those girls yang tak kenang budi parents. So now, I just wanna say thank you for everything. Even though luck has not been on my side for the past few months, and that Ive been stressing out lately(which I didn't wanna show), I wanna thank you and I will try my best to fix my life for the sake of my own future.

Going to Puan Saudah was a mistake (lol). Patutnya tak payah jumpa pun.

For all the mistakes that I did, Im sorry. Im here to tell you that your daughters love you. Thank you for everything ma. Words fail me. But thank you. Love you, Ma.

Btw, I have to email this to you because Im pretty sure you don't know what blogspot is ;)